Not quite feeling so bad now, Went to the dr appt and I feel a bit better.
I finally got a txt back from a last night, at my 5 minute break in dbt group. I had asked her what happened to what she said " I'll always take your calls, or call back asap if i can't talk"
she replied that the last thing I had said on the phone was extremely hurtful and manipulative. I countered that not everything I say that hurts is manipulative; that I was letting her know some of what i was feeling. No response. Hmmm. Maybe I will call her.