Monday, January 7, 2008

..more background

... so where was I?
Yeah. So. She left on New Year's day.
I miss her. Quite a bit.
Things had been building up for quite a while.
The week or two leading up to the Christmas holidays was a pretty awful time.
She had let me know that she really thought there was a big problem with US and that she didn't know whether she wanted to try and fix it. I was crushed to bits.
Shocked beyond belief and hurting. Just hurting.
I started doing some thinking. A lot of thinking.
Massive introspection and soul searching. Thinking about ways I had behaved that led to this point.
All I could do was try and figure out and take responsibility for my end of things.
Try and start fixing myself however I can,

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