So the last few days have been hard. Cannot stop thinking about things.
Told my neighbors about what has happened with A. They were saddened and very supportive.
Self destructive thoughts have been creeping in here and there. no impulses, though. I try to recognize the thoughts and let them go. Doesn't always work.
I really need to devote sometime later today to my house. It is not bad, but I need to get on top of things before it gets messy.
Went and had dinner with a couple of friends last night (a couple of friends who are a married couple) it was nice as well. Chicken Kabobs and watched some Planet Earth.
Dr. App't later today. looking forward to it.