I am a little better today. Took a little work to get to feeling better last night, a little writing, too and an unexpected call from a friend. Wish I didn't have to go to work today.
I may need to start thinking in terms of getting out of NC. There's so much to do here to get home, though. And.. I know home is not the same place I left. That doesn't mean it's worse, just going to be different. There are definitely more people there who love me than there are here... that's for sure.
I think A is in a very selfish place right now. Maybe that's where she needs to be, maybe not. She' certainly not living a very considered life at the moment, at least in some ways.
To be honest, a big part of the reason I want to visit her is to just be close to someone for a few hours, and to see her before she goes away.
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